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Friday, May 20, 2005

I was wrong... My mum hasn't get over wad had happen on sun and she is still angry, she tok to me not bcos she wanted to but she mistook me as someone else... i find dat she is very childish and too much, such an old person already still so petty and always thinks dat she is right even when she is in the wrong and mus win everything, but so sorry I have my rights too and I noe where i stand... when i am in the wrong i definitely will apologise if not i won't lor...she only wans ppl to listen to her but she nv listens to ppl.. y? bcos she is so stubborn and unreasonable dat sometimes i wish i could slap her rite hard on her face TO WAKE HER UP!!! >=\ damn... and i really HATE her when she keep insulting Heavenly Daddy and always threatening me... (dearest heavenly daddy, i noe i should not say dis and i am sorry but i really can't stand it) sometimes i am jus wondering if she ever treat me as her daughter or not? i rather she gave me away to my auntie when i was born den to suffer in her hands nw... sometimes i jus envy friends around me who have an understanding and loving mother beside dem. Since accepting God and Christ in my life, i look at things and life more clearly.. i realise dat the person i can share my sorrows are only my dear and his sister bcos dey understands wad i am going thru...of cos i am not saying dat my close friends don understands me, it's jus dat maybe our beliefs are different and therefore it causes a gap between us... sigh, i jus hope dat wad i yearn for will cum quickly so dat i never will need to suffer the discriminations and critisms anymore...


9:16 PM

nAmE: PauLiNeELiShA
rELiGiOn: ChRisTiaN
mY fiRsT cRy: 29 Dec 1987
hoRoRsCoPe: CaPriCorN
MaRiTaL sTaTuS: Married
e-MaiL: froze87@hotmail.com





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LoVes


- heavenly daddy
- dear
- gazing at the stars and moon wif dear
- money(my dog)
- ice creams,chocolates,sweets and tang yuan
- pink,black & white
- hanging out with my sistaz and brothaz
- sleep
- bathe


hAtEs


- too tanned
- guys wearing pink and putting on black nail polish
- betrayers, backstabbers, pretentious freaks and heartbreakers
- ppl to stare at me rudely


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